illness

Yes, I'm sick.

It makes me crazy because I have no idea what the name of disease is.

whatever, I am stuck at home for a week.

I have to do homework and prepare for the university but my body doesn't follow what I have to do.

so I am just....using computer all day long.

I finally finished writing mail to someone. It was a really difficult mail that i've ever made. I was not going to write it, but I finally did. I'm proud of myself.

and then I feel pain in my mind. It's so painful that I can't even cry.

something is wrong with me. and I need someone to fix me.